and it begins,,,,

I have never been good at staying home by myself. I have learned to manage it when Nathan had to travel with his job but it was never for that long at a time. Even then I would either go stay at my moms/grandmas or have my grandma come down and stay with me! Thank God they live closer than what they use to! Now that Nathan has started his new job, I developed a rash across my chest and my arms... don't know what it is,,, stress maybe but I am already taking meds for that..lol... perhaps I should up the dose!! I think that with Nathan just being a little over an hour away is worse than when he is a few states away! I do like him going out of town every now and then though.. love the feeling when he gets to come home. This time he is going to be gone, well, not sure how long.. and I can go see him any time I want but I am going to try and be a big girl and stay at home! I will admit that having Presleigh here does make it easier to stay home too..this is only my second night.... so we will see how it goes....wish me luck!!!

Change..

I am really not one for a whole lot of change.. I like things the way I know them and I am comfortable with that. I have always had a job since the age of 13 and know what it is like to have to do hard work even when getting out of bed at 5am seems impossible!! Since I have stayed home with Presleigh it has been a definite change for me! It did take a little getting use to and I did have to have a little help with it but so far I think that it is going ok. I think that working for a company that has allowed me to stay and has needed me to stay has helped me stay sane too!!  Coming up in the next week there are going to be a few things changing for me and I think that it will be for the better although it is going to be tough, I know it is the best thing.  I have never liked job hopping and I have never done it so changing jobs is a major thing for me and being in the profession that I am in it makes it even that much harder!! Starting next week I think I might have to take a few more pills to make it through the first part of the week but, I am strong and know that I can handle it! If I seem to get a little down I know it is nothing that a visit with my wonderful family,,, mother-in-law/sister-in-law,,, and a few drinks won't take care of!!!

1st for everything...

This is a little early for my second post I know.. but if you were married to who I was, and know who his friends are you might understand.  I got to tell one of my husband friends just what I thought about him tonight.. not that I wouldn't have done it sooner.. but the opportunity came up tonight and I took it!! On an brighter note.. Presleigh is doing great,... she is at her grammy/nanies tonight and told me that she was having fun.. I love to talk to her on the phone! For anyone that follows my blog... be prepared, I might have several posted.. and that might be just in one day! I get bored easily and for anyone that knows me you know that I love to talk!! LOL  

1st for everything...

I have to admit that I have never been one to keep a diary or anything close to it. After reading a few other peoples blogs it just sounded like something that would be interesting and allow me to just put things out there and/or to get things off my chest! I am sitting trying to think about what I want to put on here and there are just way to many things flying through my head that it is hard to pick just one! So being that this is a first for me so I am going to see how it works and who knows I might even enjoy it!